Tuesday, November 18, 2008
♥
& I don't need you by my side.
I drank milo nd th usual effect immediately worked on me, damn fcuk it. D':
I stopped missing him already, didn't even had th urge to sms him at all.
Guess it is a great improvment? Lol.
Persuaded myself to let him go, because wht's not meant to be mine will never be mine.
But I'm v sure, I'll never meet somebody better thn him.
Whtever, I'm getting so RANDOM this few days.
Must have been th influence of Iris's R-andomness.
Got my extensions out nd putted it back agn, because I have nothing better to do. ;xx
Waiting for Iris to reply my message, guess she's still at trng? Idk.
Need to buy alotalotalotalot of things before going back to Malaysia, nd I have yet to bought Zhenying's bday present.
I'm deadbeat, last night didn't managed to catch a wink. T.T!
Was reading him 3000+ messages, thn wrote a 6 pages long diary entry!
6 pages siol, write until my hand will tremble but overall, it's tidy de lorhs.
I love my stupid handwriting larhs.
Nobody will try to read it, because thy will have to either get a pair of specs or chnge thr specs.
Or maybe, some idiot might scan it nd zoom in?
Well, I try lers but it's un-readable. x.x
Only I can read my own handwriting, so cooooool! :D
So, off to sleep!
Treasure my heart.
I will not let anybody get near it anymore.
Loves, xoxo! :D