Thursday, November 20, 2008
♥
& I don't need you by my side.
Dejian, I swear to god I will learn to stop loving you.
I'm trying my best to occupy my mind w other things.
I know, you detests this me.
Th whole period whn we're together was too happy, tht's why breakup hurts so much.
We're more of like, brother nd sister all along.
I asked for breakup so many times is because I feel unsecured.
Everytime we goes out, I will "hear" people making nasty comments, hence th blackface.
You asked me if I care wht other people says, I care alot, you know? D:
I know you don't want me to husiluanxiang, tht's why you tell me wht other girls do or ask you.
But it will just break my smiles nd make me suddenly emo. You always say you're tired, but have you thought for me before?I'll always make it a must to message you whnever I miss you but you treat it as controlling your life.If I don't love you so, I won't even want to meet you so often too.All you cared was just yourself.We'll never be together agn, not even friends, I realised.